What if, say, she gave water to a dying man, and it worked.
It looked like I had no life ahead, the nuclear thing was going to win or WON ALREADY, you see, so I gave up on things and decided to take out one, just ONE, Jack the Ripper style attack. Never thought I'd get such a rancid opportunity. Looks like "god" there contrived it. Maybe, Syphilis did it again.
The girl in the commercial? She was supposed to be a Witch and save us all from drowning in nuclear shit. We're set to do so. We are already doing so. There IS NO TURNING BACK, and there is no "great future" up ahead. And half of you don't live through it, because you're "good people" or something. And the other half don't die in it because they are "bad people" or something.
Who, Jack? My husband thinks he is Jack. Even though his name is Remigio. He's Reggie from Archie Comics, apparently, instead of Remigio.
Up to you to decide what is "it" down below.
I'm not even getting away with having been a rape victim.
I ran into it for some reason, and DID take it out. So, something decided I only got raped and the whole thing was a set up just to get me raped and given syphilis and gonorrhea again, in too pat of a way. So "God" only knows what I have got, and what I'm dying of, but gee, it definitely is tertiary syphilis now. Heading for Quaternary, and I don't know, but I should die in a hospice and not on the street.
Of course, since "God" namely Death there will take care of me...I am stuck going, "So fucking what, I did give it the Old College Try" one way or another. Well, my daughter is just going to have to suffer from her weirdo space dreams not being fulfilled, I guess. Or, someday, she does, too.
Possibly, everyone on the planet is indeed a carrier of Leprosy.
But I may end up dying in the woods or on the street. Things are complicated, so complicated they replace me in the role of the leprosy carrier with the other ones, the white and racially pure looking ones. Or, whoever.
So they can "have the honor" of trying to be Evil and going to Eternal Hell. Trouble, is, while, they think they have an Imagination, they are all alike now, and going to eternal nowhere. And they all know there is no such Hell.
So, they are now all stuck going to Eternal Somewhere.
I doubt it's an eternal Planet Earth.
I guess they all need to go to Eternal Chosen Heterosexuality.
There is no such thing; we are all stuck being heterosexual.
So...thanks to extreme homophobia, nobody will ever be my friend.
Even though I'm obviously straight, not outside the human race, etc. Something else other than me has "decided" that I'm a lesbian. Meanwhile, I've decided that I'm heterosexual. So, I'm at a loss as to what to do. When I "come out of the closet," it becomes a cheering section and thinks that me being a lesbian (now, it does, but not before, when I was young and pretty) it the greatest thing in the universe. Or, it turns into that "one special girl or woman" and starts to take an interest in me funny. That one special person is my daughter Angela and nobody else.
So...it's trying to force me, including my daughter Angela, into being a lesbian with my own kid. I'm not capable of doing so. She has already raped me several times and insisted that I need to "die in a fire." So I can't really love her anymore.
I do, but she is now constantly insisting I need to be poisoned to death. There is no such thing, and I will never be poisoned to death. So I'm in a limbo where I'm trying to get better, off of the poison, and it is making sure that I'm "mentally ill" by constantly imitating me, and being constantly "unable" to take care of me. It is my husband, Jack the Ripper, who fakes being deaf at me, even while he's genuinely going deaf, and who fucks me up the butt and calls me names like Bastard, etc. I tried calling him a nigger once or twice I think, but his response is, "YOU'RE THE NIGGER, I'M A GIRL NEXT TO YOU, AND I HAVE NO MERCY BECAUSE THE UNIVERSE IS ON MY SIDE NOW, SO BLACK MEN ARE GIRLS NOW BECAUSE OF YOU!"
And I'm forced to agree with that now, you see.
Why? Who knows.
So fucking what.
Hi, Richard and everyone, welcome to me being "the woman at the Well."
I gave him the water the right way, and he died anyway, you see. There just is no right way to give a dying man the water, that is it. Jesus was a dying man, so there IS NO RIGHT WAY TO GIVE HIM THE WATER, IDIOTS.
My husband is now bull-whipping me, instead of letting me quit my job. He thinks because he stopped doing that, it matters. Meanwhile, he KNOWS he's Jack the Ripper, like everyone else does. Know they are Jack, that is, not Jill. Everyone on the planet thinks they are Jack, not Jill, by now. Everyone.
Because if they thought otherwise, Jesus Jack would kill them. Magic Jack, for example. It's a product that does NOT work in "real life" at all. In some small ways, maybe partly, so they keep selling the product, you see.
The A-Bomb and the H-Bomb don't start with the Letter J, folks.
Women all have an "inner man" is what the problem actually is. It shows from time to time, and we want ALL OUR mommies to be "totally female" at all times. Other than that, they would be a "lesbian" and there is supposed to be only two of them and fit into a "tiny" little island (that hold over a million people, folks) called Lesbos. For the last time, I'm not a lesbian, nor can you "talk me" into it. And it DOESN'T save you politically, or anything at all, in any way, shape or form.
So you laugh a lot at torturing me, and think you're "getting away" with it. In short, you've sold your souls completely to ISLAM, you blind fools. The "getting away" with it is a thing from ISLAM, YOU BLIND, IGNORANT FOOLS. 800 years ago, it's "getting away" with it that started counting.
Hello, little j. You're Jack, like everyone else. If you have to be a reaction back to that kind of thing, you're stuck being it. At all times, as an absolute. The only other thing you can be is the stereotypical picture of the "weird queer" who just takes it, and doesn't ever do anything back, forever.
I even did stuff back, and it's still coming to get me. It never counted that I ever did anything back, why, I shall never know. Nor did it count that I "did stuff back," you see, and that is not the reason why. Sorry, it is NOT it. I am stuck being "it" for some unknown reason. You are now on the road to Me-dom is what I have figured out. You are set to be the following act AFTER me.
It may take awhile. Well, you were dying anyway, I guess. I've got no way to save you from my unchosen fate, so I guess you are very doomed to it. Meanwhile, a moment on a street corner comes back...maybe 80% of you are just fine, you have lives, and nothing will ever be that wrong with them. But it keeps saying otherwise. It keeps saying to me that you are 100% doomed, not just to die individually one day, but to an even worse fate than the one I am doomed to.
Maybe it's just syphilis, on parade again, claiming I need to spread it around. It's trying to convince me of something I cannot do, and it should know by now that as a woman, which I will forever be, I cannot do such a thing. It is completely beyond me, so of course I shall never bother to even "try" to do so.
I'm racially impure, not Jewish, so there will always be an excuse for it. In my case, I don't know whether or not I'm a carrier of leprosy. And human ignorance is always the reason, not the excuse. So I'm doomed and don't know why. I've been too alone in my "racial impurity" all along, and have no idea why.
No, I'm not a lesbian, or even mentally ill. It's actually all been happening, on some weird abstract level, like I'm permanently in The Twilight Zone. And I'm not a racist, racism is quite real...Blacks are emotionally retarded, for example. And other horrible things like that, that are real in Real Life. And whites are powerless, and their evil is they look at me and go "See what a cute kid you are!" And they are the same as me, and they go it anyway. Even when they are more racially impure than I am, yet, so that is what it will be for me for life now.
I'm 50+ years old, and "deep inside" I'm not a cute kid. Even though regression kicks in somewhat, I'm well aware of being 50+ years old.
I think my family isolated me out, so I could suffer from the racism involved. I think they did it on purpose, and that is the foot I'm stuck hopping on for life. So I was born without a family, it seems. Both of my sisters claim this is so in both of their cases. So I don't know what I could ever do about that. If I'm feeling any less sour, I shall find myself jumping from a very Dark Tower...there's a million racially pure white guys in my boat, so, what can you do?
So, the idea is to blame the racially impure women in this story by making them pregnant, so that the wonderful leprosy behind their racial impurity can carry forward unto infinity. The idea is, leprosy wins, we lose. Leprosy is ten thousand times OLDER than the human race. So if we pollute the globe (we should die trying to) at least we will take a subhuman monster named LEPROSY with us!
Pray to Jesus? He's Julius Ceasar, our usual creep, and what can you do. Not much. Maybe, fake being a Puritan, and pretend you never had sex and/or never did anything wrong in your life. Or, anything "that wrong." Just like I tend to do. Well, I dunno, but I guess I only tried to do everything right at that. It's just that word lets you know that there is NO way to do everything "right."
Two of "right" you see. Wedding ring is on the left hand. Am married to a man, not a woman, while you are SURE I am married to a woman. I even voted for that, thinking it is a "harmless" human behavior. It really ought to be one.
So blame the Jews for it like "we" usually do, I guess. Isn't that what they are there for? No? Well, their women take the blame for everything. Their guys are now born knowing there is something wrong with women. So they become evil, or are now born Evil, so who knows. Gee, who knows and all.
So...fuck with a Jewish girl today, Jewish guy, and etc. I guess.
Might be the only way "he" can. Because he thinks he's Jewish, not a male human being, and you think you're Christian, not a male human being. And you think you're Muslim, not a male human being
So...good luck, Lord Jim, you're going to need it.